2008-09-25 - 9:33 p.m.
thoughts
half a semester left to go for uni. i want my long break in december. my bills are like never ending, tho i dun regret paying for most of my expenses now myself. it feels good in a way too. i cant wait for the time when i can safely handle all this money stuff myself. my tummy hurts right now but i am craving for chocolates. i dunno why but i get stressed over buying presents for others, anyone. i just try to do my best and give a really good present. i think i am too perfectionistic when it comes to this. min yi was talking to me and making me laugh last night. i am thankful for having 2 wonderful sisters. tho sometimes i am accused of bullying them. that day i saw this indian man wanking openly right in front of me on this flight of stairs, and when he saw me looking, he continued rubbing himself. i was like wtf, u are doing it publicly in broad daylight! and then when i walked past him he leaned back to look up me skirt. freak. twice. it was so traumatising. i was really scared at first, but after the incident, the more i think about it, the more angry i get. freak, i hope u rub all the skin off ur dick and may it rot and have to be amputated. or shoot it until there's nothing left to shoot.idiot.